Part I

After returning from the “Annual” program, for the first time since the summer of 2011, I felt amazing. It was

After my conversation with Nadia’s father, I sank into a new, even deeper depression. It was a profound despair that

In May 2014, while walking along Tretyakovskaya, I stopped by a McDonald’s and saw a sign: “Time to get a

In the fall of 2014, I unexpectedly ran into Dasha, Nadia’s school friend, near Bratislava Park. She was riding a

Of course, for a long time, I didn’t believe I would ever have to write a book. I hoped to

In February 2014, during one of my trips on the metro, I случайно met Lena, with whom I had previously

With the New Year approaching, I decided to make a gift for Nadia. The holiday itself was a fitting occasion

Whenever we met or spoke on the phone, Nikolay P. made me feel that I was not alone, helping me

In early July, while I was walking along Kosmonavtov Street near VDNKh, a young man about my age approached me.