Book Path to Yourself Table of contents Dedication Prologue Chapter 1. How I Got My First Job Chapter 2. A Retreat into Childhood and First Grade Chapter 3. Transition to a Comprehensive School Chapter 4. The Beginning of My Career and the Influence of Vesta Chapter 5. Family Duties and the Search for Meaning Chapter 6. Student Life Chapter 7. Masha: An Acquaintance That Changed Everything Chapter 8. The First Summer with Masha and the First Exam Session Chapter 9. Bus Trip Across Europe with Masha Chapter 10. How My Relationship with Masha Began to Fade Chapter 11. Upheaval at Work, Upheaval in Life Chapter 12. New Relationships and the Business World Chapter 13. The Decline of the Company Where I Worked Chapter 14. Meeting Nadya Chapter 15. My Relationship with Nadya Chapter 16. The First Sprouts of Looming Darkness Chapter 17. Unexpected Visits and Shattered Peace Chapter 18. The Last Day Together Chapter 19. Reflections on the Path and the Reasons for Nadya’s Departure Chapter 20. The Culmination of Personal Collapse Chapter 21. Interacting with Nadya through Social Networks Chapter 22. A New Reality Chapter 23. A New Job at “Vokrug Sveta” Publishing House Chapter 24. On the Edge: Threat and Escape Chapter 25. Tushino Chapter 26. Personal Growth Training 100%. First Stage Chapter 27. The Advanced Course Chapter 28. LP-7 «Constellation of Love» Chapter 29. Meeting Nadya Chapter 30. Meeting My Guardian Angels Chapter 31. Introduction to Sun Myung Moon’s Unification Church Chapter 32. The “Lider” Training Center at VDNKh Chapter 33. VKontakte Gifts for Nadya Chapter 34. The Appearance of My Friend Anya Chapter 35. My First Meeting with Nadya’s Father Chapter 36. My First Job at a Real IT Company Chapter 37. Fix Your Mistakes Chapter 38. Saint Petersburg Chapter 39. The Unification Church of Sun Myung Moon Chapter 40. A New Turn in Life: From Overcoming to Opportunity Chapter 41. Innopolis. First Steps into the Unknown Chapter 42. Innopolis. Through Hardships to the Goal Chapter 43. Meeting Nadya and Her New Boyfriend Chapter 44. Journey Across Europe Chapter 45. New Job at Ingram Micro Chapter 46. A Field That Bore No Fruit Chapter 47. Journey to Kenya Chapter 48. COVID-19 Chapter 49. United Kingdom Chapter 50. Management, Dina, Dancing, Sports, Travel Chapter 51. The Turkish Chapter Chapter 52. Life in Kazakhstan Chapter 53. How I Made My Way to the United States Chapter 54. Getting Acquainted with the USA Chapter 55. Getting Used to Life in the USA Chapter 56. The Break with Natan and My Former Friend Kolya Chapter 57. Sessions with Psychologist Lena Chapter 58. Correspondence with Lenočka on Skype Chapter 59. My Response to Psychologist Lena Chapter 60. Disappointment in Lenochka: How I Sought Honesty and Dialogue but Found Manipulation Chapter 61. Socialization in the USA Chapter 62. The Birth of Deconstruction of Reality Chapter 63. A Tesla-Style Vacation: No Spare Tire, but Plenty of Adventures Chapter 64. The End of My America Chapter 65. San Diego: The Taste of Freedom and the Sentence Chapter 66. Moscow Chapter 67. Faith and Its Role in Life Chapter 68. Why Nadya Got Stuck in My Mind: The Discovery of the Second Layer of Reality Chapter 69. The Positive Influence of Nadya on My Life Chapter 70. Harmonic Duality in the World Chapter 71. Relationships and Personal Growth